95. Self-love

 Can i be a selfish?

Harusnya selama ini aku diam saja. Karena saat aku terbentur pun aku tidak bisa mengatakan apa yang aku katakan dulu pada diriku sendiri. 

So hard to be a lovable person. Its always hard. I dont think i can be that kind of person. Being funny all the time, open every conversation in an awkward moment. 

I just want to be honest, to my self. And everyone. But i think nobody gonna love that. Im afraid, always afraid. 

I think nobody gonna love me, just the way i am.